It makes me laugh when I see college guys dating sophomores or juniors in high school. Get a life. 

It seems like everything I’ve been posting lately is ridiculously emo in some way. I’m not depressed or anything, I’m generally a really happy person. 

I think I just don’t cope well with change.

I have a love hate relationship with growing up. 

I love the freedom and the responsibility that comes with growing up, but I hate the way it makes people change.

I miss my friends and how things used to be. 

I miss lots of things about lots of different people.

I miss being able to call or text one of my friends when my boyfriend was mean to me. Now I have to write him a letter, and wait two weeks for a reply. 

I miss the comfort of having a friend who’d been with me since kindergarten. Who knew every inside joke, every embarrassing thing I’d ever done to my hair, and every idiot I’d ever dated. 

I think I just miss the content, happy, innocent feeling I used to have because of my friends. I just wish I could get that back. 

How long can you hold onto something or someone before you have to let it go?

This hurts too much.

Sometimes i just want to get in my car and drive. 

Drive forever with no real destination. 

Escape my problems and frustrations and go where ever the wind takes me.

One day I’ll have the courage to do things like that. 

fuckyeahlost:

Alcatraz is shaping up to be another hit for J.J. Abrams, and io9 is wondering if it just might be more bizarre than LOST. Now there’s a place on Tumblr for all the news and information about the show, so click through and follow!

Here’s some quick hits about the show, in case you’re not as ridiculously excited as I am to head to a new island:

• Alcatraz will be a “show about mysteries, secrets and the most infamous prison of all time: Alcatraz.” It’s centered around a group of missing Alcatraz guards and prisoners who vanish and mysteriously reappear in the present day, and the FBI agents assigned to track them all down and figure out the truth behind their disappearance. (Time travel!?)
• J.J. himself had this to say: “The show is about an incredibly odd and mysterious turn and secret about the prison of Alcatraz, and a modern-day mystery that involves something very odd that happened there 50 years ago.”
• The cast so far: Jorge Garcia (as a “hippy geek” Doctor), Sam Neill, Sarah Jones, Johnny Coyne, Santiago Cabrera and Jason Butler Harner.

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I’ve spent on you. Wondering, worrying, loving, missing. All of its been for nothing.

You treat me badly at every turn. Every time you come back and I think things have changed, but you never fail to disappoint me. 

I know you’ll see this. And I know you’ll be angry. But you have no right to be. I’ve tried and tried. I’ve cried more than I care to admit. I’ve even  sacrificed my self-respect for you by giving you chance after chance. 

I can’t do it anymore. I won’t do it anymore. Don’t come back around. No more two am suicide calls. No more of me driving 350 miles to come get you. No more of any of it. I absolutely have to let you go. Get out and stay out of my life. 

I’ve been so sensitive lately. 

I’ve been lonely.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. 

I’m so sad right now over something that seems weird to bother me.

My ex boyfriend’s best friend, whom I’ve never met but been facebook friends with for several years and had many comical, late night conversations with, died a few days ago and I just found out. 

I never even met this guy, but I’m crying. He was so funny and friendly and seemed like a great guy. Why did he have to die?

I feel so sorry for ex boyfriend Caleb. They were like brothers in the truest sense of the word. I’m hurt that he’s hurting.